title: FML.
date: Sunday, November 15, 2009
FML. I'm screwed. I've screwed my whole life upside down. Studies, SJAB, relationships, are all screwed up down left right. They say everyone has their own talents, something they are good in, but i'm good in nothing. So, equals good-for-nothing. I'm a doomed woman (with a pathetic future).
Well, i'm not going to continue blogging. Just coming back once in awhile to post when i have stuff to post and i feel like it, yeah. Kinda busy recently though. I've decided to study this hols and the whole of next year. Not a no-life mugger yet for now. Just instead of playing all day long, at least finish my homework asap first and the first thing i'm gonna study is Homeostasis cause i hadn't been listening to Mdm Surin when she was teaching, hah. Well no one was listening anyway since it wasn't tested in EOYs. So, time for some self study too and get familiarised with sec 3 topics if not i'm really doommed for life. More study dates, yeah?
Quite some stuff happened recently anyway. Don't worry bout me people, i'm perfectly fine. Its been days after all, i don't get stuck in the past and brood over it for so long. Sinyee, you're still my bestest friend okay. You're not at fault or anything. Stop blaming yourself, don't think about it alr since its officially over. Move on with life, and ILY too ♥ (i hope you read this).
I want unlimited sms. I'm dead man, i alr used over 1k, gg. Its so hard trying to control my hands from sending smses everytime lol.
Been busy with NCOC. Theory day 2 yesterday, was even more tiring than day 1. Standing all day long got my heels sore, and my sore throat still havent recovered. Hopefully it recoveres soon, rawr. Parents feeding me with all sorts of weird chinese medicine, zzz. Poor tongue of mine gonna die from all those bitterness. But still, i'm pretty happy yesterday cause heard those sirs and ma'ams from NCOC talk good about 41'08 (: whee, potential people ! Hopefully camp phase will be a breeze, get over with it asap (rawr!).
I totally forgot that godma's bringing me out today. O: Planned to finish kinematics today zz but so far i only did one page. And then i cant maple with jengwei again okay forget it. Oh i just remembered i need more CIP hours zzz i only have like 38 hours in total omg. Missed quite alot of CIP with class cause always clash with SJAB -.-
To-do list during hols
1. Finish all homework asap (before mid dec at least).
2. Study dates with daph, and other people
3. Go out with hanyang (well i promised him O:)
4. Watch 2012 and New Moon
5. Get my priest to lv up and then quit at the end of dec
6. Do some filing to clear my file for next year
7. Prepare stock check for Meggy Oon (!!!)
8. As soon as my cough recovers, basketball everyday
9. Shop for christmas presents
... (more to be added if any)
