18 more days.

Oh cool my class's in danger of hfm. one case already.
Im having a sore throat now and i still ate chocolate. Not bad not bad.

I have very short blog posts. hah.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYUAN :D

Chem test sucked today zz. Sure going to kana by jesse.
Anyway sirchao is suspected of HFMD lolol. He shared drink with gideon who already tioed O:
So im in danger cause i sit behind him ><



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR S1 YATING (AKA MISS XING / MISSING) !!! (L)
Dont go missing anymore. LOL.

My weekend was spent with chemical equations. Thanks biqi and jason for helping me anyway, and jeng too. At least i managed to complete it already and my maths and now im left with chinese which i am trying to do and probably end up not doing (but hopefully not).

I just finished reading the CCC standing orders. Wow its like alot more strict and more rules than NCOC. Roll call in 2 lines, weird. Oh i just realised i havent find out where the camp is ==

就让我爱你 没有了自己
残破的光影 黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地 就算生命所剩无几
只要拥抱瞬间的默契

就让我爱你 证明有奇迹
再狂野的心 灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
幸福和缘却在一起
(下一个世纪让我爱你)


21 more days.

Last official training today. T.T We still aren't really confident lor wtf gg already. Homenursing takes up the most % and its like the thing that we are most unsure of. I nvr touch woundcare for very long alreadyyyy and feeding of medication is zz, abit unclear. Case okay lah i think s2 in zonals 1 case only high chance CPR. OMGxzxzxzx.

After training went bball with yating. :DD LOL there's one small kid like 5 years old trying to use the toy soccer ball and shoot hoops. Yating shi pro de lor but everytime i do sports awhile then tired already zz. Oh im going to train my 2.4.



Cool i've got a new tuition teacher. :D And apparently i've forgotten all the logarithms stuff O: omgxzx the test next week.

Nan hua is going to start the trend of a very nice hairstyle. Soon its gonna be in fashion. Oh credits to mama yeo for starting it. Centre parting wowxz. Isnt it just so trendy and nice thanks. Everytime when xiuzheng sees me he will say "centre parting". -.-

This is stupid.



Trial parade today, was screwed. Or maybe i was screwed as PTI.
Anyway thankyou chuazt for coming today to help us i know your sick so am i but yah not bad can endure through. :D

I didnt dare to take mrt today. O: Sian idk why the phobia. Cause of the incident ytd? T.T But yah ytd after sch i still went to take what. Rawrrr.

I made alot of empty promises to myself. Early this year i promised that i would only use the comp on weekends, weekdays if necessary only, yet i come on almost every night. I promised to be guai and do all my homework. At the start was okay i managed to not use the comp for a few days and then after CNY there goes my daily routine again. And i also managed to do my homework in time and now i stil do some homework but those that teacher wont scold i didnt do.

On a happier note though, i scored 9.5/10 for the last essay qn. :D Still not optional though zz.



Today sucked again, and i suppose tml will too.

I wasnt in the right state of mind throughout the whole day. I think most of the time i was spouting rubbish or saying stuff that i didnt want to say/that i normally wont say? Zzzz.

Not feeling very well either. Wonder if i can still take PT tml. I cant even go for PE today cause was feeling feverish but after that i drank my whole bottle of water and seeing jesse i felt better. -.-

Oh an incident happened this morning at clementi mrt station which caused lots of ppl to get stuck on the mrt lines and late for school. Apparently i heard that someone commited suicide Okay jason said its an old lady faint into the tracks (on the line i took to school some more, wow). When i reached clementi the first thing that captured my attention when i stepped out of the mrt was a bit of bloodstain on the floor wtf. Gross and it sort of affected me cause i cant manage to get that bloody image off my mind. Damn.

Im not okay. Cause i dont feel okay.



WAHPIANG THERE'S ANOTHER LIZARD IN THE KITCHEN ! -.-



So im here to post due to popular demand. :D
Okay kidding. Err 今天是 suay 到不能再 suay 的一天 .

Firstly i woke up and i went to use the master bedroom's toilet i saw a cockroach on the floor. I screamed (duh) and when my dad came the cockroach dont know crawl to where already. Then went i was going back to my room i saw a bloody freaking big lizard on the living room ceiling corner and i screamed even louder -.- and then it disappeared again. zz.

At bus stop i saw another small lizard but of cause i wont scream this time its a public place == and its pretty far so nvm. And jesse went to change our seats again and another pest is sitting in front of me (aka sirchao) :D okay lol jk.

Zzzzz oh but a happier thing is that i found my progress report. :D thought i lost it lol.



Yoz i missed you my dear comp ^^

See im back from camp early cause i was forced to book out last night T.T
My eyes were swollen so juice pei me went S2 and mr liu asked me to call my parents and they wanted me to come home so i was told to book out zz.

Okay i finished clearing my inbox of all the facebook emails lol.

First day i wasnt there when booking in cause went physics. Came back to lunch and then there's all those games and hahah ruby won the most money for outdoor cooking but we went there last and all we got was canned foods lol. But not bad we can still come up with dishes that are quite nice heh. 爱心炒饭. Papa xiuzheng can cook! O:

Then at night had err, sort of PT and that dont know what 'game', compete against sapphire. And i think there was something else but i forgot what. Slept quite early at 11pm but woke up at 5. -.-

I want to go back camp ! zz.

Second day had first aid marathon in the morning before breakfast. Hahah it was fun we found our sec 1s pretty fast like the first place we went we found them lol. Ohh and we got a toc casualty its damn cool lor i get to carry the stretcher. 8D

After breakfast went on a sort of expedition. Went places near clementi to take photos and earn points. Walk around almost the whole clementi central until we all damn tired. We're the second last group that got back eh and i still thought we got back quite early lol.

Lunched and afternoon had one hour of 'PA' which turned out to be fire drills. First one me and juice and lynette and karhui were at the toilet and we didnt hear and when we realised we chionged to the field cause the parade square was used and they were gone, back to bunk. So we ran back to bunks and didnt even get to rest and the second fire drill sounded so we had to chiong down again. I bad pretty bad stomachache already but then still continued running but when i reached the field gate i collapsed there. ==

Then had a bit of footdrills with sotong. She's the RSM sup fierce lor lol. Some more the construction site was damn noisy cant even hear lc's command clearly. I forgot when we also tio pumped 20 by ms lim its like we saw the other side of her when she's so fierce.

CAMPFIRE !! Hoho its damn fun man i was damn high during the whole thing cause there's kbox and yah pretty fun. After campfire was still zi-highing and then we had PA again but we didnt bathe cause scared later got fire drills. In the end we got scammed cause its the time we were supposed to bathe. Yea after that i booked out at around 12 some more.

I still dont know what activities they have today zz. I only know russell's the camp ic and they were having footdrills an hour ago. Probably lunch now.

Andand i just realised AC ppl are very crappy. All of them crap alot sia but in a good way cause they entertain so hahah not so boring. I didnt know keejeng so funny one lor lol. Oh and get well soon xz i know you got fever zz. Ruby two zai ppl down already. (lol okay i was joking abt the zai part)

Bye im going to see doctor now T.T



Homework sucks.

I just realised that there's still ace-learning maths homework after xueting told me. Which means something else to add to my pile of undone homework. Welcome welcome. (yeah as if i ever welcome homework.)

Packed my camp stuff. Rawr i had more things to bring than expected when i thought i need not bring so much stuff. My luggage is full and i cannot squeeze my shoebag inside. Which means another load to hold on my hand zz.

Okay im just lazy ^^ Hopefully i dont forget to bring anything eh if not gg.

Oh and i need to go downstairs to buy another 1.5.



Wahpiang i just realised my holiday schedule is super packed that i probably wont have enough time for homework.

Sat: FAC yesterday, didnt do any homework.
Sun: (which is today) spent time slacking and now its already night. i just manages to do like two worksheets in the chem workbook and still left with five.
mon: going sch for campfire prep, by the time i reach home tuition, then night which i have to discuss geog proj.
tues: the only day free but not really cause i have to pack my camp stuff and probably go and play basketball since i havent played in a long time.
wed-fri: camp
sat: FAC
sun: the last day of hols and the only day that i have time to pia homework and seems like i cannot finish anyway. damn own already lor holidays and it doesnt seem like a holiday, in fact even busier.

Lets see how much homework i have.
1. Chem workbook worksheet 1-5, 7, 8
2. SS 2 SBQ questions
3. Geog project which we probably wont have time to do
4. I have a load of chinese homework like 报章报道, 报章读后感 and i forgot what else. But its not like i will do them anyway.

I think there are still more which i probably forgotten. Its already impossible to complete all these dang homework (esp chem) so its time to MIA from my comp.



FAC training today.

Thanks miss lim for the words of encouragement, your busy yet still spent time finding the quotes on the net and writing them lol. Tytyty :D
I like to press on the sticker its like soft soft one hahah.

Had PT, the pumpings and crunches are OMG, esp when i cannot do standard pumping. By 3 my whole body was flat on the ground zz. Even xiuzheng also had difficulty lol. These made the burpies and jumping jacks not so tiring already, and the run :DD

Footdrill after that was tiring. Did in squad form but also cannot do properly cause im tired plus my feet hurt, its already a miracle that i can endure for so long considering the fact that im physically weaker than others.

Lunch then did team footdrill, then the not-triage triage. I stepped in halfway through and no one told me it wasnt triage cause everyone thought its a triage too and it seems like one also. But its fun hahah i enjoyed it but didnt get to experience the thrill of finding a casualty.

Homed with AA and NC plus jason and lc.
Went subway to eat and we saw a sort of mentally unstable kid which made us laugh. Okay we're not heartless but his actions were funny.
Then on the mrt home me and chunyi saw something that is wrong. LOL okay come to think of it now its also hilarious.

I just realised next sat there's still FAC. The day after camp.
Which we cant even sleep in =.=



I sincerely apologise about the previous post which i typed in a fit of anger.
I hope that after the apology letter everything would be settled. Thanks.

If i'd known this would turn out like this i rather not have fac.



Okay i feel so much better already =D
Thanks for your concerns, i suppose things will be better tomorrow.

School today was uhm, okay.
The usual? After sch had one procedure with only me daph and missing present and we wasted some time to find a place for procedure cause alot of ppl were staring at us in the foyer and parade square -___-
In the end went behind classroom block and its damn noisy there but har nvm .
Lunched with daph then homed.

Yesterday was darn funny. :D
Procedure again and when we were ending missing shouted berhenti daph shouted check and missing slipped before banging LOL.
IDK why is it funny until when i thought of it now i still want to laugh .

Hopefully i dont go crazy in sch tml hahah.



Emo.

IDK what i did to deserve this now. Even friendships are a problem to me, when i thought it shldn't have any problems. Idk if what i did was right, of maybe just in a state of confusion that i didnt know what to do and i do what i can at that moment of time to prevent things from becoming worse, but instead it really became worse.

Was i wrong? Im in no position to demand others anyway. But still idk what i did was right or wrong. Idk if i shld be regretful of what i did since the thought of putting things right just made things worse. I might as well not do anything in the first place.

Or maybe i just dont know alot of stuffs. I could be another lagger (ha ha, daphne -__-) or a frog in a well. But most of the time i do what i think is right at that point of time and in the end regretted it too.

Help me. Let me escape from all these. Am i really being so selfish that i did not care abt other ppl? I shld just keep my fucking mouth shut from now on, since it can only say bad stuffs that turn around and harm me instead.

Oh well, sorry if what i did was wrong, i just hope things can turn back to the way we were before.

Sorry if i offended anyone here, dont intend to. Neither am i badmouthing anyone, please dont jump to conclusions.



I feel empty.
My life is empty.
kill me.

Idk why its after commons alr and im still feeling stressed.



FAC training @ HQ.
KSJ test sucked, i think im gonna fail again.
Screwed my first case in that stuffy place, nvr do full body immo. =.=
Footdrill was funny ! LOLOL.
"Good afternoon mam!"
"You all laugh some more! the next person who laugh will go laugh at the dog for 3 mins."
Yah there's a big dog there. ROFL.

Trial parade. Okay lah we slackers got nth to do so lets go count sweets. xD



WOW I FAILED ENGLISH CAUSE OF MY HANDWRITING !!
Win liao lor i first time hear of this. And fonseka nvr even warn us !!
MY HANDWRITING VERY ILLEGIBLE MEH ?! zzzz.
Ppl also say okay what ! And even handwriting that are neater than me also tio stuff like this !
Wth =.=



3 to the power of 3 is 9. WOW!
-5x-6x is -x. WOW!!
10^-8 / 10^2 = 10^-6. WOWOW!!!

Fuck my results man.
I failed chem by HALF mark and bio by ONE AND A HALF.
I just passed chinese. A and e maths too. And SS. zzzz.
Shit lah.

Got dismissed early today cause the construction site beside our sch got bomb.
Its left from WW2. COOL!! :D
Around 2.15 they told us to evacuate. LOL.
It exploded at 5.30. o.o

Duty tml need reach sch at 6am. zzz.
So i need wake up at 5. rawr.
Bye i go polish boots.



Bad day in sch, kana scolded by 5 teachers.
First edmund ng, then mr foo!
Kaobei principal scold us in front of the whole sch. =.=
First period fonseka come nag at us, miss wong scold us for our maths results.
Then mr ling come and nag at us again. rawr.
Lucky today jesse nice nvr scold us :D

Our classroom got aircon hahah! :DD
But around recess tio short circult rofl.
Okay bye i go do chinese, i owe chinese teacher alot homework zz.